Lyrics JayDaYoungan – b#stard

b#stard Lyrics – JayDaYoungan

Singer: JayDaYoungan
Title: b#stard

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My heart colder than Alaska
Living life without a father, sh#t was hard, I never knew I’d be a b#stard
In love with the streets, sh#t, I ain’t wanna leave

Ain’t never knew I’d be a rapper
Fell in love with music, I used to distribute, I’m supposed to be a trapper
Look me in my eyes, tell me what you see
Pain, this sh#t run deep

I swear, I’m so tired of this sh#t ’til I’m weak
I ain’t been able to sleep
I’ve been so paranoid, this sh#t creep
I just been praying the Lord give me peace

I gotta keep a rod close to me
Sometimes it just be hard just to eat
They don’t wanna see me win
It’s hard to keep some friends

I’m tryna keep my mind focused, I’m tryna find peace again
I lay down with one of my eyes open, the reaper been pulling me in
Lord, forgive me for all of my sins
Lord, forgive me for all of my sins

Momma know I’m living reckless, she sent me a message like “Son, be safe”
Going back and forth to court, I’ve been stressing, thank God, I won the case
In the boxing ring, it’s just me and depression, I’m fighting this sh#t everyday
All these demons won’t leave me alone, think it’s better if I be alone

I know 12 wanna throw me in jail, I’ve been walking a straight line
In my cell, I was stuck with no bail, living life through FaceTime
Thought you f#cked with me, but I can’t tell, all you did was waste time
I’m exhausted

They tryna f#ck over me often
Every time I get up, I keep falling
What you mean? b#tch, you know I’m still balling
Get the green, like I played up in Boston

Walk through the storm and it rained on me
Kept it real through it all and they changed on me
But don’t know why they always put the blame on me
Still rode for them until my tank was on E

My heart colder than Alaska
Living life without a father, sh#t was hard, I never knew I’d be a b#stard
In love with the streets, sh#t, I ain’t wanna leave
Ain’t never knew I’d be a rapper

Fell in love with music, I used to distribute, I’m supposed to be a trapper
Look me in my eyes, tell me what you see
Pain, this sh#t run deep
I swear, I’m so tired of this sh#t ’til I’m weak

I ain’t been able to sleep
I’ve been so paranoid, this sh#t creep
I just been praying the Lord give me peace
I gotta keep a rod close to me

Sometimes it just be hard just to eat
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