PAST TRAUMA (feat. Juice & AUZEL) Lyrics – JMD
Singer: JMD
Title: PAST TRAUMA (feat. Juice & AUZEL)
She been holding it down for 22 years
That′s 22 years of tears
Her father not even here
He took his life away
No reason or note to share
She’s searching but nothings there
She found him laying right there
Blood is leaking from the chair
She heard a pop in her ears
She was sleeping upstairs
Thought it was a dream
But it came true
No wonder she′s so scared
To sleep or f#cking think
That everything is f#cking true
Anxiety’s steady creeping into the room
Lately
She been losing herself
While constantly thinking what helps
Constant searches through the internet
Looking for what’s in her head
Not to realize it′s her mental health
Now I′m picking a book off the shelf
Hopefully to understand
The trauma that you really been dealt
The type of sh#t that’s makes your knees hit
Then look up to god and wonder what′s next
sh#t I wonder what’s next
Yeah
Am I up next
Is it my turn
I don′t wanna die sinning
I know I’ll burn
Am I up next
Is it my turn
I don′t wanna die sinning
I know I’ll burn
For eternity
Look around me
Take a look
They drowning
They drowning
And I can’t breathe
For real
How could she be ready for comfort
After something so tragic
I mean it′s hard to form it out
And just relate to what happened
But sh#t
She found some courage Ima find it too
With this
Gotta address it how you make it through
So listen
One day her whole life changed
Woke up and heard sum strange
Went down the steps one and after next
And what she found was pain
Her father gone and she was a witness at a younger age
Only sixteen seen too much at a crucial stage
And days like that don′t just fade away
Life after that don’t just stay the same
She had to keep pushing
Keep hope sometimes she kept it in
Keep that up for long enough
One day it′s gon catch up again
That go past trauma
Corselet to post trauma
Holding on still
Holding on to
Memories with her only father
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