Lyrics The Neverending Mixtape – Remnants

Remnants Lyrics – The Neverending Mixtape

Singer: The Neverending Mixtape
Title: Remnants

If there’s a god, i wanna talk to him
I got questions that need answers
If he’s real, how’s my mom doing
Was it his fault that she stopped moving

Was he involved when she got flew in
To the hospital, did he even care
That her brain’s ruined and that the doc knew it
Could he have got her heart beating when it gave out

Was he around when my family had a breakdown
When they found out that she ain’t got a way out
Explain how, she’s in a better place now
Cause heaven ain’t sh#t whеn life is a gift

And death is ascent to a rain cloud
Doеs he know how the grief sounds
Pleading so foul that it’s all drowned
By screaming so loud that it’s all howls

Don’t say that it’s okay, or he works in his own way
No words that could explain
It hurts and it feels fake
I’d pray if it turned fate

But saying it won’t change
This doesn’t deserve praise
So someone tell me why i’m begging
Tell me why i never even cried or got to say goodbye

Give me a reason, give me a name, give me a second chance
Give me a way to stop the pain, let me just make amends
Give me her back, give me a hug
Give me a smile, give me the love

Give me awhile before i’m me again
My mother once told me she was pregnant
I was only seven, a sister sent from heaven
She told me she was on week seventeen

But by week twenty-two my sister was a revenant
I live my entire life with survivor guilt
Youngest of five but sometimes it just feels like i was built
As a reminder that she ain’t make it

The more i think about it, the further i get anxious
I don’t wanna hate a father figure who live in the sky
But it’s funny some are blessed and others hanging to dry
Tell me why, a child needs to die

Original sin ain’t even a twinkle in their eye
I do surmise religion’s filled with lies
Or if it’s the truth, nobody know the guy
I walk around with a big question

What’s stopping me from ending my life with a big weapon
What’s stopping me from leaving the earth and ending the curse
The only thing i have is my family and these words
That you listen to

So i thank you all for helping me see the vision through
I’m feeling invincible
I had a dream that the sun was blinding
As i adjusted to the light, looked around, grasped surroundings

Lucid as a was i couldn’t see but was astounded
Now i’m drowning
No pain or regretful thoughts, just silence
Beautiful waves of light have halted me

From the slow descent of beauty and bliss
But for some reason i turned i felt something amiss
Dark webs slowly caressed my goosebumps beckoning
As if i had choice whether i wanted to live

I’ve never felt such prickling on the back of my neck
But now i’m in the kitchen and i’m having a snack
Swatting the gnats all bigger than a baseball cap
Now it’s a warzone

Not like a pen to the pad, it’s more like a family at home
Now it all makes sense
The sun showed i was blinded by a past of regret
The ocean was a potion for healing in the end

Vast optimism, but i couldn’t shake the feeling
All the wounds i’ve vanished were never disappearing
They were growing, a constant annoyance
But i couldn’t see from what so i swatted

Enjoying the thought that i was improving
Rid of a nuisance
Until i looked in the mirror and saw the problem was bigger
And my actions were useless

Self abusive
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