In My Head Lyrics – Thesanity
Singer: Thesanity
Title: In My Head
Couldn’t bare the weight of my bad decisions
Took a step back and never changed positions
Got in one crash now i chase collisions
Cause once you feel the pain it never leaves your system
I’ve been running for a while, trying to clear my conscious
All my cards are on the table, all i see is nonsense
I ain’t a carpenter but i can fix my problems
Or maybe i can’t, the happiness i squandered
I let it go out the open door that i sought
And now i’m the brink of never healing all of my thoughts
I can’t believe it’s true that happiness can’t be bought
Cause i’ve been chasing after greed and now i’m empty and lost
Even with my own career taking off like a jet
I’m still clinging to the past, something i can’t forget
I realized i was happier inside of my chest
When no one knew me, just a kid that blended in with the rest
Crazy how the years fly, while my brain remains set
I still feel like 17 on lonely nights when depressed
I’m clinging to my sanity but punctured my head
Trying to conquer these impulsive thoughts that left me distressed
I’m a mess but
I don’t wanna leave me this way
Folded under all of my pain
Living with the scars hidden under my face
Patching up a bullet hole with a bandaid
No sense trying to conquer the demons
Wait my brain signaled to never stop dreaming
I don’t if i should keep on believing
But all that is certain is
I’m stuck in my head
Banging at the door like let me go, let me go, yeah
I’m stuck in this lens
Trapped in a trans i can’t escape, no chance
I’m doing my best though
Praying to the lord that i’m gonna get a chance to fly
That i’m gonna find the will to try, yeah
God why me
What did i do to gain the luxury seat
Why was i granted the talents that have led me to be
An open minded individual who’s chasing his dreams
No i’m not trying to complain but from the way that i see
There are millions other people so much better than me
I be chopping all the wood but ain’t replanting my seeds
These people praying cause they need it i be praying with greed
I be praying like i didn’t get a chance to be birthed
I be praying like i never lived a day on the earth
Like god looked at me and thought maybe he doesn’t deserve
To have a heart and a soul cause it be destined to burn
Yeah, i think that maybe god knew i was destined to hurt
I think he knew that in my head i’d lose it all to my words
To self doubt, lack of confidence, and who i should serve, yeah
God knew i had lessons to learn
Man i’m stuck in my head
Banging at the door like let me go, let me go, yeah
I’m stuck in this lens
Trapped in a trans i can’t escape, no chance
I’m doing my best though
Praying to the lord that i’m gonna get a chance to fly
That i’m gonna find the will to try, yeah
I think i need to take a breath, just breathe
And have a little faith, i just need to believe
That i won’t drift away like i’m debris in the wind
Even though it’d entail i have something new to begin
Unimaginable but somehow i was lost in the breeze
While trying to understand the problems i ain’t facing with ease
Water up my knees, i’m feeling tested again
Trying to write my own story, i ain’t destined to win
And maybe that’s why
I don’t have the strength to conquer all of the climb
Always gonna fall short or lose the battle with time
All because of lack of faith and belief in my mind
Do i truly understand the monsters lurking inside
Just waiting for the happiness to finally be mine
So they can tear apart the smiles before they fall on my face
Everyday is just a battle trying to keep up the pace
Cause i’m stuck in my head
Banging at the door like let me go, let me go, yeah
I’m stuck in this lens
Trapped in a trans i can’t escape, no chance
I’m doing my best though
Praying to the lord that i’m gonna get a chance to fly
That i’m gonna find the will to try, yeah
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